For as long as I can remember, I had a little something “extra”. I never thought much about it because being a
child, my mind was of the notion this was the way for everyone. At around the age of 16, I realized that no,
everyone didn’t have it. I don’t know how
or what to label it as….I consider it a gift from God. I didn’t tell many people about it because I
feared most people would consider it strange.
Even today, depending on which word is used to describe it, there are
folks who want to label what’s God-made.
It’s funny to me, now, but as a kid, not so much. As a grown-ass adult I can see the hypocrisy
in the judgement of the description. If
I call it “prophecy” or being an “empath”, it’s all good; but if I call it “psychic”,
somehow that very same goodness turns bad.
Funny, huh? My mama called me her
psychic baby and from the name of this blog, you know which one I prefer. Even if it's just in rebellion of it all.
Not the “I know the lottery numbers” kind of thing (or else
I would be writing this from my luxury bungalow in Hawaii or the Caribbean!)
but more of the “casually strolling along and out pops a thought”, or the “I
feel you and your path” kind. ßBy that I mean exactly
what it says, I can somehow sense where you’ve been, where you are and
sometimes where you’ll end up. Not
everyone. Not every time. But enough.
I do believe that’s why it was so hard for me to do the
usual dating thing…I could feel the BS, control issues, insecurity, etc..from a
mile away! I must admit I gave way to
curiosity several times to entertain an interesting story, a strong sense of
realness (with several doses of foolishness added in!), or a knock-out sense of
humor a few times. But deep down I knew
what was what.
Although the feelings can sometimes be overwhelming, I pray
to God to strengthen my gift in accordance with His Will but to please be cognizant
in where I am mentally, emotionally, etc.
..lol…yeah, that last bit is me
being a little chicken…He knows me.
For example, very recently I attended a large gathering and got such a
strong sense of someone being “used” and/or taken advantage of, that I almost
said something to the intended victim…but I didn’t. Some things just shouldn’t be said unless it’s
asked. Especially when it deals with “emotions”. I pray she’ll be aware and smarter if when it
shows itself.
Well, speaking of things that shouldn’t be said, aka “knowing when
to shut up”, this is enough sharing for now.
..lol..
But before I go, I do want to post a PTP note: Last night I dreamed of sabotage...close family/friend sabotage. Abundance received but envied by a close family/friend-tie; and then the unnecessary, destructive sabotage. Folks, be smarter in the way you conduct your business and who you show/tell it to!
Alrighty now, y'all have a wonderful, blessed day and be safe out there! And as always, if ya need me, I'm here.
email: RHRN@trenajones.com
~Toodles!
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