Operating Outside of Your Mainframe

I found myself reacting to a situation in a way that was rather abnormal for me. Once I thought about the exchange, I realized I was responding from a place of fear and insecurity.  I took a simple statement, made it about me and ...reacted. I felt bad afterwards and apologized.  I still have so much to learn about myself.

This year, 2017, has been something indeed.  Only eight days in and I still feel as if it could only get better.  And honestly, maybe it IS better ...maybe the learning and growing pains are just that ...pains. My core belief, the one I have to constantly check in with lately, tells me I'm going to be alright.  It's just the battle between what I think I want and what the Universe know I need.  The anxiety of it all can drive a girl batty.  

I'm in a space of having one foot on one side of the line and the other foot planted on the opposite side...yes, I'm straddling the fence of PEACE.  Weird, huh?  Why would I do that?  I think it's because during the everyday business of living, I sometimes lose the awareness of the simple fact that I am exactly where I'm suppose to be and will end up exactly where I'm suppose to end up.  It's just ...the suspense is killing me.  lol...  

Trust me, I'm in no rush to get to the end of the journey.  But the "what's around the bends" are getting the best of me in those moments of unawareness.  I see I'm going to have to constantly remind myself that God got me.  Last time I needed a lesson this badly, I got it tattooed on me (Be Still). Maybe that tattoo is still very relevant and another one is not needed.  Besides, what would it say..."I SAID Be Still!" ?    

Yeah...no new tattoo needed.  I'm good.