Sometimes I wonder how others can’t do it. When I was much younger, I thought everyone
could sense that sliver of deceit, manipulation, sadness, insecurity on those
they came in contact with. Why couldn’t
they feel the issues from the past the people they spoke to had gone
through? And what were these dreams
about anyway? Maybe that’s why it was so
hard to hold eye contact with folks when I was growing up…afraid they would see
what I’m seeing in them. Or maybe I was
just shy....I don’t know, but I do wonder sometimes.
I don’t have that issue now.
Eye contact is vital. Intentions can
be viewed from the eyes; stories can be told through simple phone
conversations; past trauma can be sensed through body language and facial
expressions; sickness can be smelled.
I went through a short span of nostalgia a couple days ago
because I missed my mama. She understood
me without question. She also helped me maneuver
through and grow my gift. There are
others who know me but none quite like my mama….close but not quite the same. I do miss her.
Last night I dreamed something about a child being used as a
pawn. In the dream it seemed someone
outside was doing the manipulation but turned out, those I thought were the victims and one of the parents were in
on it. It wasn’t to hurt the child but
to “catch” the actions of another person.
Watch over your kids, keep an eye on who tries to encourage you to let
them go somewhere with them WITHOUT you.
Don’t know what that means but there ya go. Use it as you need.
Until next time, take care of yourselves! <3
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